He has a family of his own and surely has moved on with his life. Unfortunately, he is spreading rumours that his first marriage was an agreeable marriage contract, for which he had made full payment. I cannot comprehend how can he live with his conscience for what he did to me, and now he is damaging my reputation and image in society. His false claims are humiliating and degrading me. It hurts a lot to know that he still does not respect and care about me not even as a friend.

Recently, I received a letter from the Government of Canada, informing me that I am in debt for not fulfilling the obligations of my sponsorship agreement. I was unaware that he had been continuing to collect social assistant until now. The letter unleashed demons I had long since buried in my subconscious. I have corresponded with the authorities, but they have shown no compassion for what I have gone through. After convincing them of the marriage sham and trying to have him deported, they were now holding me responsible for the whole nightmare, and were opening up wounds before they could even begin to heal! When will I finally obtain freedom and an opportunity to transform myself from a victim to a whole person again? When will I get out of this marriage sham cocoon? In my dreams, I mourn for the innocent child caught in the well-orchestrated web of treachery. My life is stained forever with deception, deceit and betrayal, and it is taking time to peel off layer upon layer of pain and hurt. I want to live and fly free. I am a wounded soul struggling for survival and trying to do the best in life. Now the government of Canada does not understand my pain and shame and yet they are adding to my torture by forcing me to financially support the person who destroyed my life. There seems to be no justice, and life and history mean nothing. Does anyone understand how it feels to pay a debt for being a victim?

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